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so there's this girl katrina, and like she is like wayyyyy cute and umm idk i think i am crushing over her.... lol lucky me right???

Current Mood: bouncy

nah i dont the dudette needs me right...... well anyways i havent posted in a long time. i do not know where everyone gets there inspiration from,but let me say this as of right now i am an outcast it kind of feels weird when you can hang out with a bunch of diffrent people during school and almost never see them outside of school.so yeah i kinda feel lonely but i dont, i just need to solidify my status, am i a jock, or am i a "nerd" or whatever they call it. i just need to know who my "real friends" are.i think its my fault that all this stuff is happening to me,i think all the times i sold my friends out john, karl and my old crew.now i look back and regret some of the things i did when i was with her. its not because im bitter, its just that i realized i did a bunch of stupid things for her that she didint ask of me, so its not her fault really its mine.im not saying i dont love my new group because i do, jorge is my brother just happened to be born cuban and not peruvian,karina my best friend, elias humors me everytime we talk,troop wats not to love,christina my 4th grade homegirl, ray were going to fight but i love u man, nicole is the shit,carmen with her cute smile and laugh,hey D
idk why but ur the shit,jane its cuz ur my bros lil sis andrea even though we barely talk we talked alot for a while.i love all u guys but i dont know what to do

Current Mood: depressed

please someone save me ANYONE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Current Mood: bored

last night was a pretty fun night, ok heres how it started. i was on aim bored as can be, when i say im going to myspace to check something out,and i see a message from my friend melissa, so i message backand then we started messaging back and forth for a while, so im like do u have an aim, she doenst reply for a good 15 minutes and i was like watever, then she messages me back saying yea i just made for u lol.so were talking and she says something that was kind of offensive and i tell her that if she wanted to mess with me ill just go run to her house and fight her, she dared me too, at 1:30 something in the morning to sneak out of my house run across the neighborhood,i get there, knock on the door very silently morear a load ass laugh, she comes out we start talking and she invites me to come in but i cant cuz if get caught ill get grounded soi run back home, and i see a message saying at least u had the balls to comeover and then i dared her to come over my house, 5 minutes later i hear a rock hit my window and then i start cracking up cuz my dog jumped. i look out the window i see her looking at me were both laughing, and then she left and then we messaged all morning or at least until like 3:30 or something like that , it was really fun..well see ya peace

wake up..(not now)..wake up..(go away)..WAKE UP! ok wat is it?? its a special day.(wait who is this godess next to me in my bed,in my house for that matter)why is it a special day? in a voice that sent chills up my spine, its the day u asked me to marry u a year ago.....(wat is she talking about, is this a joke, oh ashton kutcher come out u got me) ohh how could i forget.she gets up and takes off the cloth covering her beauty, i take a quick glance at her finger, no ring, odd but hey ill go along.she whispers something in my ear, i dont understand, but by then i am so aroused that it doesnt matter, nothing matters, except that bare beauty standing in front of me.she reaches down my leg and as she gets closer and closer to my happiness i can't help but lean back and then i feel it. the worst pain in my life a dagger right through my back.then i realize it was dream, a fucking dream, a fucking tease damnit.

Current Mood: creative

ahhhhhhh i kno its been a while, it has been a wonderful while at that.im soo happy with my life right now.dont ask me why,i mean i dont go th the crazy party's or hang out with the guys.. i mean what can it be hmmmmmmmmmm? i dont kno, im not in love.....with a girl lol(or a guy you sickos) i am in love with a university cough (holy cross) and they sent me one of the most sacred things..... a visit date i am so happy. ahhh i am done with my gloting, i want to get a couple things acommplished this summer. i want to hang out with my old buudies, i miss u guys ALOT you have no idea. well im off

peace bitches
SAVY?

Current Location: in my happy place
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: wouldnt u like to kno

i dont kno wat to do for my bday and its depressing well if anyone has any ideas u kno wat to do

hey peoples, wats good???? welll watever i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo confused but i dont want anyone to kno this, WOW isnt as great as i thought it would be and i am being pulled back and forth between my parents and my father.......but besides all that i am the happiest guy in the world, i have the best friends i can ever ask for(just because u guys dont hear it enough i love u like a fat kid(me) like a fat kid likes cake) yet i am still lonely.......... peace........

Current Location: hell
Current Mood: pessimistic
Current Music: enter sandman:metallica

hey guys i have a headband, that ill be rocking to school tommorow.....ahhhhhhhh watever thats not important i am once again surrounded by the feeling of infatuation...........hahahah right thats wat i thought for a brief second and then my conscience said pat u fucking tard u lie her and i was like no shit............ so yea i had an ichigo/zangetsu moment and i was like.... fuck yea but then i realized that my bankai was the badminton racket and that i was only living a dream in between a blink and a tear..........lol...........peace niggaaa-chan

yea i didn't go to school today.....i had a real scare today though... i went to the mri/x-ray i don't which one it was. ok so i went to the hospital and the doctor told me that the bump on the back of my head might be cancer. i was like no FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGG way. i sat down and i was taking it in. then they sent me to the x-ray/mri place. they did the scan and it came out to be negative. i was so happy.......so in this day i had one of the saddest moments in my life and one of the happiest........so fuck off people.................people

Current Music: touchdown tournaround//hellogoodbye

suckiest weekend EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yo i can actually play d-1 football hooray

stop TAKING MY PEACE i started that a while back ahhhh watever............peace

guys i am going to stop trying to get back with lids because im just hurting myself, by doing this i can move on with my life and not stay stuck on one part so, yea watever.......peace

fuk i cant write as much as these young writers (elias,ray,karina) well watever i like expressing myself in a brute manner so fukoff. peace

p.s. i love u guys those so iam going to tell you that u guys kno how to make random bullshit sound so interesting and therefor, i say that you r talented people and i honor you in the highest regards of writers............so i say again to all the people who suck at writing(not elias,ray,and karina)fukoff and let ma peeps write the fuking storys............. peace

well today i went to ksp(kendall soccer park) and i was playing football u kno but then it got boring so i decided to ball up some kids in futbol haha i kno not my sport, but still i was nasty well watever. I got bored of playing soccer so i decided to just chill when the entire soccer team called us out in a game of football not futbol so of coarse i was excited.
so we were playing and i had to block alvaro and cristian and the other cristian it was fun u kno. then threr was almost a fight which i subdude with my supreme nagotiation skills. well lets just say the football team won, im not talking shit cause they were pretty fucking good and we could use some of them next year, im just saying who would have thought that they would be pretty good... well im out.....peace

im miss lidia

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh…nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

......fuck :P